Post by Kiki on Nov 16, 2007 18:57:45 GMT -5
[yeahh... Starts waaay back, but whatever...]
Entry 1-
-blushing- Today the greatest thing happened to me. Greza-katzu and Kratos were translating some of Kratos' texts and they came across the general tale of my civilization. I couldn't help myself, so I started eavesdropping. It normally goes against my code and all, but they were talking about me. Kratos said he wished he could see me again, so I came down. I was so nervous to talk to him again and he was so happy to see me. My heart was going about a hundred miles an hour after Greza-katzu went away to give Akina-ku advice. We talked for a little while then...my dream came true... He proposed. Today's the happiest day of my life until the wedding.
Entry 2-
Today I met a couple of half Fairies named Kiki and Daisy. They had Crystal with them which was quite a surprise. She actually likes them, too, because she has such a fiery temper. They're quite good friends with Kratos, too, which is good. I also met Mei, a Yeno Sorceress with incredible Darkness. She's also decended from Kratos and has the batosai spirit. Luckily, he taught her how to control it a while ago.
I also helped to rid Kratos of his batosai spirit after fighting an Al Bhed man. Afterwards, he said he wanted to thank me and the wedding night would be the perfect night to and I said yes. I didn't remember it at that moment what my father did to me...
Entry 3-
Today I met Kenji and he totally flipped out after I told him about me and Kratos... -sighs- He's still so upset about his mother's death... I don't blame him... I know the feeling... At least his mother didn't get slaughtered by the one that was supposed to love her forever right in front of his eyes... I know I can never replace Carmen and I'm not going to try to...but at least I'm not abusive like that other woman was to me... -sighs- I could never stand to see another child abused like I was...
Entry 4-
Today I told Kratos what my father did to me... I broke down like always... I thought for sure he would hate me... I'm glad he doesn't.
Entry 5-
Today I helped this Al Bhed named Kaushal get this giant machine thing that I can't remember the name to in order for his help to kill Temesis. I had to fight this other Al Bhed and he used these weird drill-bullet things on me... Those hurt so much... I thought for sure I was going to die... Zerza showed up just in time, but Kratos finished the Al Bhed off and healed me... then I passed out... Next thing I remember is waking up at Kiki's and Daisy's...
Entry 6-
Thank goodness. We killed Temesis. If he didn't die, the Council would've put me to death for helping Kaushal... Well, Kratos really did everything from the Berserker Blood Seal. After he killed Temesis, he came after me and I've never been so terrified in my life... -shivers-
After that, we went back to the castle and I was out for about three hours... He was out for ten... It was sunset when he came out and I told him, but I still completely trust him. I've allowed him to see my golden eyes which is when I'm at my most vulnerable. Those that can see my golden eyes can go deep into my mind and find my strengths, weaknesses and memories...
We started talking, then he revived his Latias wife and her brother. I was a little afraid for a minute that he'd choose her again over me, but he's staying loyal to me. -smiles- I'm glad. I don't know what I'd do without him.
His Latias daughter then came in with her two little ones, Blossom and Jam. They're so adorable. They both seem to like me, but that's not surprising. Little ones have always seemed to like me. We got to talking and then Kratos commented that we could have our own someday... Of course that set off a whirlwind of emotions for me... I'd love to since I love children, but after having given the one from my father to Zerza since I felt like I couldn't do anything right.... -sighs- I don't know...
Entry 1-
-blushing- Today the greatest thing happened to me. Greza-katzu and Kratos were translating some of Kratos' texts and they came across the general tale of my civilization. I couldn't help myself, so I started eavesdropping. It normally goes against my code and all, but they were talking about me. Kratos said he wished he could see me again, so I came down. I was so nervous to talk to him again and he was so happy to see me. My heart was going about a hundred miles an hour after Greza-katzu went away to give Akina-ku advice. We talked for a little while then...my dream came true... He proposed. Today's the happiest day of my life until the wedding.
Entry 2-
Today I met a couple of half Fairies named Kiki and Daisy. They had Crystal with them which was quite a surprise. She actually likes them, too, because she has such a fiery temper. They're quite good friends with Kratos, too, which is good. I also met Mei, a Yeno Sorceress with incredible Darkness. She's also decended from Kratos and has the batosai spirit. Luckily, he taught her how to control it a while ago.
I also helped to rid Kratos of his batosai spirit after fighting an Al Bhed man. Afterwards, he said he wanted to thank me and the wedding night would be the perfect night to and I said yes. I didn't remember it at that moment what my father did to me...
Entry 3-
Today I met Kenji and he totally flipped out after I told him about me and Kratos... -sighs- He's still so upset about his mother's death... I don't blame him... I know the feeling... At least his mother didn't get slaughtered by the one that was supposed to love her forever right in front of his eyes... I know I can never replace Carmen and I'm not going to try to...but at least I'm not abusive like that other woman was to me... -sighs- I could never stand to see another child abused like I was...
Entry 4-
Today I told Kratos what my father did to me... I broke down like always... I thought for sure he would hate me... I'm glad he doesn't.
Entry 5-
Today I helped this Al Bhed named Kaushal get this giant machine thing that I can't remember the name to in order for his help to kill Temesis. I had to fight this other Al Bhed and he used these weird drill-bullet things on me... Those hurt so much... I thought for sure I was going to die... Zerza showed up just in time, but Kratos finished the Al Bhed off and healed me... then I passed out... Next thing I remember is waking up at Kiki's and Daisy's...
Entry 6-
Thank goodness. We killed Temesis. If he didn't die, the Council would've put me to death for helping Kaushal... Well, Kratos really did everything from the Berserker Blood Seal. After he killed Temesis, he came after me and I've never been so terrified in my life... -shivers-
After that, we went back to the castle and I was out for about three hours... He was out for ten... It was sunset when he came out and I told him, but I still completely trust him. I've allowed him to see my golden eyes which is when I'm at my most vulnerable. Those that can see my golden eyes can go deep into my mind and find my strengths, weaknesses and memories...
We started talking, then he revived his Latias wife and her brother. I was a little afraid for a minute that he'd choose her again over me, but he's staying loyal to me. -smiles- I'm glad. I don't know what I'd do without him.
His Latias daughter then came in with her two little ones, Blossom and Jam. They're so adorable. They both seem to like me, but that's not surprising. Little ones have always seemed to like me. We got to talking and then Kratos commented that we could have our own someday... Of course that set off a whirlwind of emotions for me... I'd love to since I love children, but after having given the one from my father to Zerza since I felt like I couldn't do anything right.... -sighs- I don't know...